what else can possibly go wrong?

well, i mentioned about a month ago how sick i was of my job. i don't love it now, but am having a lot more fun as am getting along really well with coworkers. just when things were looking good...i totally fucked up again. i was mowing in front of the main building with a toro when i backed into a light that was on the ground knocking it out of its cement holder thingy and breaking all the wires. how can i possibly suck so much? i thought that it would be the last straw as it seems that i'm messing up some little thing every week, but boss didn't seem to care much. hope he feels that way next week when he's fixing it....

and on a lighter note, it seems that since my post yesterday where i dropped the f-bomb even more liberally than usual i've been getting more hits. not that many more mind you...you merely need to look at the pathetic counter for the evidence. i don't think any of my friends or family even read this. probably a good thing...

well back to the f-ing stole, am hoping to make some progress today but am determined to be patient and do it right.